
"Planning to send them soon?"
"Sure, when things calm down- so what's next? They have to come again?"
"Let's try again tomorrow. Same time okay?"
"Nope," she said. "Matter of fact, it isn't. Got things to do."
"What's a good time for you, then?"
She sucked the cigarette, adjusted her glasses, and placed the lanyard on the seat. Her slash lips twitched, searching for an expression.
"There are no good times. All the good times already been rolled."
She started the car. Her lips were trembling and the cigarette bobbed. She removed it and turned the wheel sharply without shifting out of park. The car was low on steering fluid and shrieked in protest. The front tires swung outward and scraped the asphalt.
"I'd like to see them again fairly soon," I said.
"What for?"
Before I could answer, Tiffani stretched herself out along the back seat, belly down, and began kicking the door panel with both feet.
"Cut that out!" said Mrs. Rodriguez, without looking back. "What for?" she repeated. "So we can be told what to do and how to do it, as usual?"
"No, I-"
"The problem is, things are upside down. Nonsensical. Those that should be dead aren't, and those that are, shouldn't be. No amount of talking's gonna change that, so what's the difference? Upside down, completely, and now I got to be a mama all over again."
"He can write a book," said Tiffani. "So that-"
Evelyn cut her off with a look. "You don't worry yourself about things. We got to be heading back- if there's time, I'll get you an ice cream."
She yanked the gear lever down. The Chevy grumbled and bucked, then drove off, rear bumper flirting with the road.
• • •
I stood there a while, sucking up exhaust fumes, then went back up to the house, returned to the library, and charted:
"Strong resistance to eval. on part of m.g.m. T overtly angry, hostile to father, talks in terms of sin, retribution. C still not communic. Will follow."
