
And behind those words? Raw, unresolved pain. Bleak. Stark. Dreadful.
How to take that pain away?
Nikos knew that he couldn’t. Ten years of pain, and the only way he could alleviate it was a truth that wasn’t his to tell.
And he hadn’t caused that pain. It was Athena who’d left.
‘Why didn’t you come back here?’ Nicky asked her, obviously fighting to find some sense in all this.
‘I have a great job, Nicky,’ Athena said. ‘I needed to work to support you.’
‘But…’ Nicky paused and looked from Athena to Nikos and back again. His mother and his father, and a history he didn’t understand.
This was too heavy, Nikos thought. It was way, way too hard. Maybe they should have left this for the future, for some more appropriate time to tell him, but what was done was done. And somewhere in this mess they had to find joy.
He had a son. Yes, there was heartache and regret but he had a son, and his son needed to lose that look of confusion and…and yes, even the echo of his own sense of betrayal.
‘See that rock out there in the bay?’ he said, fighting for the right note. ‘The big one with the flat top about two hundred yards from shore?’
‘Mmm,’ Nicky said, still dazed.
‘I taught your mother to dive off that rock. Or I tried to. She kept doing bellywhackers.’
‘I did not,’ Athena retorted, struggling not to falter, and he knew that where he went she’d follow. How could she help it now?
‘You did, too,’ he said, and managed a strained sort of grin. ‘You get your mama to take you out and show you her diving skills,’ he told Nicky. ‘She’ll do bellywhackers every single time.’
‘Christa, can you swim?’ Athena asked, still sounding desperate, and Nikos thought maybe he’d got it right. He’d deflected the father bit, giving Nicky time to come to terms with it as he wanted.
He knew there was a lot more discussion to come. Some of that would have to be personal, between Athena and Nicky.
