
‘It’s simpler to say what Mamma wants to hear,’ she sighed. ‘Anything else she just blanks out.’
It was only a few short miles from Park Avenue to Little Italy, but the atmosphere changed swiftly from glamour and luxury to teeming life. Despite her antagonism to her background Helen could never resist a twinge of pleasure as the familiar streets appeared. This was home, whatever else she might say.
But as they glided past the butcher’s shop that had been the family business as long as she could remember she saw, with a faint inward groan, that every window in the apartment above was filled with faces. They went up for three floors. When you were the eldest unmarried daughter of an Italian family, you lived your life in a spotlight.
As they got out of the cab Helen shivered for the wind was like a knife and there was snow in the air.
Her companion paid off the driver and turned to view the fascinated spectators regarding him from above. A surge of madness swept over him. He was going to be punished for what he was about to do, but it would be worth it.
‘Look,’ he said, taking Helen’s arm, ‘they’re all watching us. Let’s give them something to watch.’
‘How do you mean?’
‘Like this,’ he said, drawing her close and leaning down so that his mouth was almost touching hers.
‘What are you doing?’ she whispered, torn between indignation at his nerve and excitement at the way his breath fluttered against her lips.
‘I’m giving you the chance to stand up for yourself,’ he murmured. ‘Right here, where everyone can see you.’
‘You make it sound so easy.’
‘It is easy. Either you’re a modern, liberated woman, or you’re a dutiful daughter who’ll let herself be marched into marriage with a fat old man.’
With every word his lips flickered lightly against hers, making it hard to think clearly. He was right-maybe. It was hard to tell when little tremors of excitement were scurrying through her.
