
"What about Kitty? What does she do with herself besides get loaded?"
He looked at me carefully. "Don't make judgments. You don't know what any of us has been through."
"You're right. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound quite so righteous. Is she in private school?"
He shook his head. "Not anymore. They moved her over to Santa Teresa High School this year. Anything to try to get her straightened out."
He stared at the door uneasily. The house was so solidly constructed there was no way to tell if the paramedics had come upstairs yet.
I crossed the room and opened the door a crack. They were just coming out of Kitty's room with the portable gurney, its wheels swiveling like a grocery cart's as they angled her into the hall. She was covered with a blanket, so frail that she scarcely formed a mound. One thin arm was extended outside the covers. They'd started an I.V., a plastic bag of some clear solution held aloft by one of the paramedics. Oxygen was being administered through a nose cone. Dr. Kleinert moved toward the stairs ahead of them and Derek brought up the rear, hands shoved awkwardly in his pockets, his face pale. He seemed out of place and ineffectual, pausing when he caught sight of me.
"I'm going to follow in my car," he said, though no one had asked. "Tell Bobby we'll be at St. Terry's."
I felt sorry for him.
